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[Music] warning this episode discusses a new little-known research chemical in the psychedelic class that can potentially be more dangerous and more risky than even classical ordinary psychedelics so on top of all of the dangers that exist with ordinary psychedelics like mushrooms lsd and dmt when you're getting into research chemicals which is what this chemical is then there can be potentially additional risks and dangers do not do research chemicals unless you are mature and you understand exactly what you're doing this video is for educational purposes only i'm really excited to finally be sharing with you a new psychedelic substance that i've discovered which is as powerful if not more powerful than 5-meo dmt and that substance is 5-meo malt 5-meo m-a-l-t so i'll be discussing all the nuances of this substance how it feels how it works how it compares to other psychedelics and how you can use it to grow yourself massively how you can awaken yourself and realize god and all that stuff we'll get into that in a minute but before we get into that a few disclaimers and notes so first of all make sure you stick around to the end of the episode where after i'm done discussing the substance i will be making a sort of an announcement into a shift in trajectory of actualization teachings so stay for that and of course the next point is the disclaimer the disclaimer is that this is a very powerful psychedelic as powerful as the most powerful psychedelics it's very easy to overdo and overuse this psychedelic because it's very potent at low doses and so if you misuse this psychedelic i'm warning you you can injure yourself psychologically physically you could even kill yourself if you're screwing around and you don't know what you're doing so the responsibility is on you if you're going to use this substance to use it very carefully and to follow all the safety protocols and guidelines that i've outlined in the past about how to use psychedelics and you want to be even more careful because this substance doesn't have a lot of trip reports on it not a lot of people have used it so it's it's a relatively new substance and therefore you should be even more cautious about it than your classical psychedelics like mushrooms and lsd and dmd now when i say i've discovered the substance of course i didn't invent it i'm not a chemist or anything i when i say i discovered it i'm not saying i'm the first person who's ever used it what i'm claiming just is that i've discovered it for myself is what i mean every psychedelic you sort of have to discover for yourself it's true power and potential some psychedelics are duds and others turn out to be amazing so for me i discovered how amazing this substance is and and its potential in spiritual growth that's that's why i care about it so much and so um also it took me by surprise so much because the few trip reports that do exist about it on the internet they don't [Music] they don't showcase or highlight the power of this substance and so you might easily overlook this substance if you're just reading the few trip reports that exist and there's there's honestly very very few trip reports so it is something quite new and uh and most psychonauts even most serious psychonauts don't know about it and they're missing out on it and so i feel like it's my duty to share this information with the world that i've discovered um i i make no special claims over this substance i'm just saying i discovered it for myself and i'm talking about it because it's not very popular nobody really knows about it nobody understands what this can do for mankind or for your own spiritual growth so that's why we got to talk about it and we got to hype it up a little bit so here we are all right so what is this substance 5 meo malt well of course structurally it's quite similar to 5 meo dmt although there are other substances that are structurally similar to five amino dmt which do not produce the same kind of radical effects that five amino dmt produces so what's special about fibonameo dmt is that it's not full of a lot of visuals it doesn't produce a lot of weird hallucinations and twisted visions and things like that that you might get on mushrooms or on lsd it's just pure non-duality pure infinity pure consciousness pure absolute truth pure god realization that's what's remarkable about five meow dmt it has very few visuals to it and it just takes you straight to what spirituality is really about it's the heart the core of spirituality you might say and it's it's very radical in how directly it deconstructs your ego mind and takes you straight to universal consciousness well that's 5 meow dmt and 5a mule malt has all those same characteristics but in a different flavor in a different flavor how would i describe this different flavor it's it's tricky you know the first time i did it i actually vaped it and i almost did it sort of by accident by which i mean i was i was vaping a lot of dmt at the time and exploring the dmt space and that was amazing for me um but then i decided to like compare what it's like to vape dmt to something to something else so i put a little bit just a tiny tiny like a a few grains a five-millimeter malt into a into a pipe and vaped it and i was just expecting some threshold effects you know something interesting i i wasn't i wasn't ready to do some deep trip and then of course it took me by surprise it was it's so powerful at such low doses um relative to normal dmt that uh it it it gave me a really powerful sort of god realization god awakening trip uh it hits you like a sledgehammer within 30 seconds within 60 seconds you're there and it was beautiful it was amazing it had a different feel to it the way i would describe the feel is that it's got this sort of um the visuals on it are mild it's not like dmt it's more like five meow dmd very mild visuals at least for me i don't know how it is for you but for me very mild visuals but it's got more color and more flavor than just five meow dmt uh for me it's got this magenta tint to it that is very beautiful it's got these almost like neon like colors but they're they're faint in there and the gradual there's not a lot of um there's not a lot of fractal geometry like you would get on nndmd um but what's most remarkable about it is to me how holistic it is and how stable it is in allowing the mind to expand into god consciousness and stay there for a good well if you're vaping it it'll only last maybe 20 minutes or so 20-30 minutes but if you're plugging it which i'll be talking about here in a minute then the trip will last 90 minutes to even two hours so it's slightly longer lasting i would say than five and meow dmt and for me one of the metrics that i use to gauge and compare different psychedelics i was thinking about what kind of metrics we can use i sort of developed this axis or this metric of uh holism and also stability some psychedelics most psychedelics what they do is they actually allow the mind to to to think chains of thoughts that are much more elevated and beyond the typical types of thoughts that you can think in your sober sort of normie state the chains can be longer and they can also be deeper and and like at a higher dimension and they can be more holistic so what i mean by longer chains of thinking is that ordinarily if you're if i ask you to contemplate about something you can sit there and contemplate and you can maybe run a chain of thought for 5 seconds or 10 seconds or 20 seconds and then it'll peter out and it'll veer off into some other direction in your mind it's it's very add like and it's not able to just focus and like a laser on some contemplation topic for five or ten minutes and so because of this you have actually difficulty penetrating with your mind into any kind of existential questions so this is one of the reasons that you struggle to actually understand some of the advanced things that i talk about is because you actually need a very very stable mind that can penetrate through into some contemplative question very deeply and uh ordinary human physiology neurophysiology simply doesn't allow that in most cases it needs to be trained up that's the point of meditation and concentration practices but anyways so psychedelics elevate your mind's capacity to do that and some psychedelics can just extend the chains of your thoughts other psychedelics will both expand the chains the length of them and also the breadth of them how much you can integrate at once your thoughts become sort of multi-dimensional and multi-threaded multi-faceted think of it's almost like going from a single core cpu to a multi-core hyper-threaded cpu it sort of feels like that and and then some psychedelics will twist your thoughts around like mushrooms and lsd your thoughts can get very loopy and twisty and it can also be actually difficult to stay like on a mushroom trip it can be difficult to stay on a single topic for too long because your mind weaves around and then you get lost in all sorts of uh tangents and then this could actually veer off into a bad trip and that's not very useful for the kind of work that we're trying to do here with five meow malt what's so remarkable about it is how stable it is you can go into a god realization state and you can stay in that state for 30 60 90 minutes and you can just probe into it and you can very deeply introspect about every aspect of yourself as god and how you are constructing reality dreaming up the entire thing and so i've had some ridiculously powerful god realizations on five of me and malt it's it's hard to say per se that they are more powerful than 5mm gmt i mean i've had some crazy god realizations on five of my dmt2 but what five of you a malt allows me to do um is that it it feels more gentle and it takes me into that space and allows me to explore that space a little bit a little bit more practically than i can on five mil dmt with five dmt it sort of just blasts you into infinity if you take a lot of it just kind of blasts you in there it can be so shocking it's difficult for the mind to even kind of understand what's going on and integrate it whereas with five of your malt it's it's a little bit less of a blast although you could certainly blast yourself with with any psychedelic but it's a little bit it's a little bit less like just pure intensity and it's a little bit more uh holistic and kind of comprehensive and it allows you to actually deeply introspect and to see in real time how you're constructing all of reality which we've talked about in the past uh how you're dreaming up your parents how you're constructing your own birth how you're dreaming up science how you're dreaming up logic and mathematics how you're dreaming up other people and it's ridiculously profound in that respect you can you can go so deep into the actual mechanics of how you're constructing reality that this is what allows you to truly see what's really going on even if you've had some god realization or some awakenings on other psychedelics that doesn't really mean you understand the actual mechanism by which god is dreaming up this dream you probably still don't understand that it took me many many many trips to understand that and i had to use various substances to access that from different places and accessing that is easier on some substances than others so for me fibromyalgia malt is remarkable in its ability to allow me to do that the other benefit that i've noticed from fibromyalgia malt is that meow dmt has a pretty strong body load for most people including for me it's rather uncomfortable especially when you're first coming up on it it can be rather uncomfortable it can make you nauseous i've come to points where i i was almost on the brink of throwing up on 5mm dmt and those first like 15 minutes going into a trip are rather uncomfortable it your body starts to feel kind of weird and i've i've seen other people do five million dmt and their body reacts really badly like they're vomiting their their body gets all twisted up and it's very uncomfortable they have weird sort of tensions in their body that they're trying to work through and that prevents them from actually accessing the deeper metaphysical existential aspects that we really care about the contemplative work that i care about and so for me five mule mult has a it still has a body load but it's a much more comfortable more manageable body load it feels less nauseous now again i'm only speaking from my my own direct experiences here remember that this substance is rather new and there's not a lot of reports from other people so how it affects you or the majority of people i don't know i can only speak to myself and how it affects me and i am more sensitive to psychedelics than most people and psychedelics do affect me differently than they do some people and also you have to understand that i've done hundreds of trips already on other substances and i've done a lot of inner work on myself so the way that a psychedelic affects me is probably not the way that it would have affected me five years ago for example so i'm sort of an advanced stage whereas if you're a newbie it might affect you differently just because you're a newbie and you have to spend years working up to get to the point that i'm talking about so don't expect that this to be like a magic pill that solves all the stuff for you you have to understand that i've done years of of inner work both outside of psychedelics but then also inside of psychedelics right and that does matter and having breakthroughs on five amio dmt for example changes the characteristics of all other psychedelics like mushrooms lsd and so forth and so of course i would assume that it also changes the characteristics of 5mu malt too so just keep these complications in mind this is all a lot more nuanced and tricky than it seems there's no simple answers here but anyways i really like the fact that it has a lower body load it's more comfortable and i think for for many people if it works the way it does for me for you then you'll enjoy that aspect of it as well this means that you can focus more on contemplation rather than dealing with all sorts of body discomforts now as far as how can you administer this substance to yourself well i've tried it two ways i've tried it vaped and i've tried it plugged so plugged means rectally that is my favorite way to to take psychedelics through plugging and the good news is that it works amazing through plugging just like five million dmt works amazing through plugging so that's the method that i recommend you can of course vape it the problem is that it's extremely potent and that you're very likely to overdose or to blast yourself in a way that you're not going to be able to handle the trip and therefore increasing the likelihood of a bad trip so i recommend that you don't vape also vaping is not good for your lungs so avoid vaping substances if you have other methods plugging is going to be much better so i recommend you plug it i have actually a video on my blog an old video that i released which demonstrates the plugging technique so if you want you can google for that and find it on my blog and so basically you can you can plug it or vape it very much the same as 5meodmt the dosages are roughly the same so if you're going to be vaping it i would recommend starting with a dosage that's very low like five milligrams and then gradually working your way up even 10 milligrams is going to be very powerful dose and then 15 will probably be stratospheric and then as far as plugging goes i would recommend starting with a 10 milligram dose that's going to be a solid trip for me 10 milligrams is a solid breakthrough trip and then you can increase it to 15 20. the most i've done i would say is maybe 22 milligrams or so that's a crazy deep trip now of course like i said i'm more sensitive to psychedelics than most people i would say i'm twice to three times more sensitive which means that if for me 10 milligrams is a solid trip for the average person i would expect that 10 milligrams is just going to be maybe a threshold dose plugged and therefore you might need to go up to 20 or 30 milligrams just to get a a solid trip and then if you want a really powerful trip you might need to go to 40 or 50. i don't know you that's something you're gonna have to test and figure out for yourself of course it's always better to start low than it is to start high because especially with something this powerful you want to make sure you go very very gradually and you don't assume anything start at five milligrams start at 10 milligrams don't start any higher and just see how your body handles it see if you have any allergic reactions see if it produces any kind of weird sensations in you see if it feels healthy to you or it feels toxic to you and then proceed based upon that feedback now the beautiful thing about fibromyalgia malt is that it has no tolerance just like 5mm dmt so you can basically do dose it as much as you want although of course that presents a serious potential for abuse if you dose it too much i recommend you don't do this substance more than once a week um and i don't recommend you do it multiple times a day or multiple days in a row for long periods of time because this will turn into an addiction it'll turn into a crutch and you will start to unravel your mind and your reality and you will you will potentially develop mental disorders and you'll just lose grounding in your own life and you might start to act out in unhealthy ways with your relationships with your career with your job with your money and things like this and you might get yourself into trouble so be very careful about that but if you want you can dose it as much as you want basically and you're not gonna have tolerance to it so that's nice that means that if you need to for whatever work you're doing and you need to go back in for a second trip or you feel like your first trip wasn't enough you got to go a little higher you can do that you can do that quickly which is really nice this is definitely not a recreational psychedelic this is not something you do at a party around a bunch of people in a loud setting this is something you have to do with a serious spiritual intent because you're going to be coming face to face with god here this will take you to infinity this will take you to god realization this will show you that everything is an infinite hallucination absolute hallucination absolutely everything you will discover that everything you thought was real is unreal science math logic reason language society humanity the earth history even leo you'll even realize that leo is something you're imagining everything is imagination infinite imagination now of course there's a powerful love component here as well absolute love infinite love if you want to discover the love of god this is how you do it at least that's how it affects me again i don't really know how it'll affect you for example for me nndmt affects me very differently than it does most people i don't get a lot of colorful visuals and crazy fractals and aliens and dmt aliens and dwarves and things like this on ndmt it also takes me just to infinity it's got a little more color to it than five amio but still uh it affects me pretty differently so i don't know how five mu mult will affect you that's something you have to test out and research and we just don't have the data on that we don't have good scientific data as to like well is it gonna affect the majority of people the way it affects me maybe or maybe only a minority maybe for the majority of people it'll be a dud i don't know that's something you'll have to test we're on the cutting edge here of scientific research this is a research chemical and so the only way we're going to know is by by doing this research this is how it's done this is how all science cutting edge science is done somebody has to do it and there's risks associated with that so understand that about the legality of this substance you're wondering leo is this substance legal in my country well i have an audience all around the world so literally people from every country in the world watch these videos i don't know what country you're from you have to check the laws and check check the situation there what the opportunities and the potential risks are i'm not giving you any kind of legal advice in fact i would say be very cautious about the legalities of these kinds of substances do your research understand what the penalties are for breaking the rules um and see what's possible this substance is not known to to most people but on the other hand countries do have various kinds of analog laws and some countries ban the entire class of psychedelics and that might fall that this family of mult might fall into that category so do that research for yourself this is not legal advice this is just general information about this substance and then what you do with it that's that's on you take responsibility for that make sure you you consider the dangers and the risks and the risks are not just mental and physical there are legal risks and other things like this that you need to take into consideration but also consider the possibility that you can find countries where this is not illegal and where you can do this legally so consider traveling to one of those countries if you want to do it legally right people oftentimes make excuses like oh leo but psychedelics are illegal i don't want to do anything illegal well psychedelics there are many different kinds of psychedelics and not all of them are illegal in every place so sometimes it's just as simple as taking a a car ride or a train ride or a plane ride to a place where it's legal and you might say oh leo but that that's too much hassle it's less hassle than spending 10 years in meditation struggling and struggling and still never realizing that you're god so don't be don't be afraid to travel to a place where these things are legal and then do it legally what else is there to say about five of you malt i mean there's not much to say i recommend you try it what can i say it's it's ridiculously powerful it's amazing i've had very deep mystical experiences on it that allowed me to introspect into the very mechanics of how my mind constructs all of reality it's very very shocking very radical beware it's very solipsistic if you're scared of solipsism the substance is not for you if you want to maintain the illusion of other people this substance is not for you if you want to maintain various illusions about your gurus and and your notions of enlightenment the substance is not for you it'll blast away all your ideas of enlightenment awakening all the stuff that gurus have taught you all that stuff uh is nonsense compared to what this substance will show you now you might say leo but it sounds rather similar to five meow dmt so is there any point in me trying five meal malt if i can just do five million dmt to which the answer is you won't really know until you try it for me there was enormous value in trying it even after i've tried five meow dmt many times now if you can't access five emul malt because it's not available in your area or whatever and all you can access is 5mm dmt i mean don't be bummed out that's still an amazing substance you're not missing very much um and even if you can't access fibermeo dmt and you can just access lsd or mushrooms or regular dmt i mean that those are still amazing substances and you can use them to access similar places i'm not saying that 5mu mult will allow you to access things that you could never access any other way you can certainly access the same basic insights and states of consciousness through other substances and even perhaps through yoga or meditation if you do it very seriously but for me i found enormous value in exploring different substances and comparing them to each other and it's like having different tools in your toolbox you could use a flathead screwdriver to to unscrew most screws but it's nice to have a variety different screwdrivers for all the different possible screws there are there's a nicer fit there and you get to you just get more efficiency that way um so don't don't feel upset that you can't access fibromyalgia mult i mean see what's see what's possible see what's available but if you can't that's fine there's many other psychedelics you could access that will also produce incredible trips mystical experiences results breakthroughs god realizations and so forth um don't fall into this trap of thinking that there's one ultimate psychedelic it doesn't work that way it's like different flavors of ice cream there's no one ultimate flavor of ice cream there's different ones taste the whole rainbow explore the fields see what's possible see how it affects you what you'll discover is that psychedelics probably affect you in a unique way that's different than me and other people around you your friends and so you're really not going to know what you're missing until you just go and explore and try stuff out now of course exploration can be dangerous and risky and so you need to be cognizant and you've got to be cognizant of those risks and decide for yourself whether you're willing to take those risks life is all about taking strategic risks now some people say well but leo you keep having these awakenings and you say that it's deeper and deeper and deeper how can they all be deeper and then how do you know that your latest one is the deepest and how do you know that your latest one is the is the truest one again uh the trips don't contradict themselves it's all about a convergence it's about a deepening in the same basic truth the basic truth we're talking about here is oneness god love infinity consciousness nonduality that's the basic truth none of that changes you can just explore that truth from different angles and perspectives and different flavors and you can grasp it at different levels of holism and then you can integrate it deeper and deeper into your own life and you can see how this truth plays out across your life in ever deeper and more comprehensive ways that's what we're talking about here so it's not that five-meal mult contradicts five amino dmt and then i have to sit here now and decide which one to trust no they're both pointing to the same truth the same basic truth is being talked about let's see is there anything else that i want to say about fabio malt before i move on to some points about actualized um i mean you just got to basically try to see how amazing it is it is basically like magic it works like magic it's like a [ __ ] miracle it's a miracle that this substance exists and that substances like it exists and that such things are possible it's a miracle you're not going to believe what this will do to your consciousness this will take you to levels of consciousness that you will never ever ever reach through meditation or yoga unless perhaps you're going to devote your entire life to living in a cave and meditating for 20 years you're never going to reach these levels of consciousness and even if you do meditate in a cave for 20 years there's no guarantee you will reach this depth of consciousness with this substance you can understand everything that i teach all of my most advanced teachings you can understand all of it will make perfect sense you can understand where reality came from why it exists who created it what is god what is love what is truth what is consciousness what is existence where um where it all came from why it's here what the purpose of life is what the ego is what the self is what all the gurus and teachers are talking about what nonduality is this is the highest truth and it's so crystal clear but you're probably gonna have to work with it for a while to get to that crystal clarity don't expect to get to that crystal clarity with a couple of trips because you're gonna have a lot of baggage psychological baggage and false beliefs you have to bust through and deconstruct all of materialism all of science all of your attachments and ideas even your ideas about enlightenment and awakening and stuff you've heard from eckhart tolle and from other teachers you have to even deconstruct all of that to get to the ultimate crystal clear understanding of what you are and what god is uh i should make a note here about any bad trips that i've had i've never had a bad trip on five meal malt i've taken it i would say maybe 10 times which is not that much but in those 10 times i've never had a bad trip now of course understand that that doesn't mean that you won't have a bad trip i would say that the majority of people if you give a normie five emulate malt and you just blast him with it he's gonna have a bad drip because he's not prepared he doesn't have the foundation laid down for understanding the radical insights that will come to him so but if you work your way gradually up and then you do the work that i talk about and teach to actualize that organ for me it's a very benevolent positive substance i don't feel that my mind goes out of control on this substance i don't experience any kind of dangerous loss of bodily coordination on this substance although of course that could happen if you take too much of it and and in general it feels quite safe in that it doesn't distort the visual field very much so you're still very much in control of your body you can still see and function although you can have such deep states of infinite consciousness that you won't really be able to walk around very much but that's that you also have to be careful about the purity of the substance one of the ways in which i judge the purity of a substance is by its color the closer to white that it is or a little bit off-white then i trust the substance more you can find very pure formulations of 5-meo dmt now with fibromyalgia mult the substances that i've seen of it are quite a dark brown color which does make me a little bit suspicious you know what is that dark brown is that is that the natural color of that chemical it could be or it could be impurities and if it's impurities that's not that's not a good thing um and so it still works i've used quite a dark brown and almost looks like brown sugar that's the kind of consistency of five meal malt that i've used i believe the version that i use is an hcl salt version you could probably find in a free base version now you can plug the freebase just as easily as you can plug the assault version it's not going to make a difference other than that freebase is actually a little bit more potent freebase you should expect it to be 10 to 20 percent more potent than salt version and it'll dissolve it'll be more difficult to dissolve you'll have to use a little bit more vinegar to dissolve it um but you can still plug that and you can also vape the salt version so i vaped the salt version the hcl and it vapes fine although not it doesn't vape as cleanly as as the freebase would so depending on what you want to do you find the right version for you and be careful about impurities so if the substance is darker color then my rule of thumb is that if a chemical is darker in color it's not as white then i would dose it extra low and just make sure that your body is not having any kind of allergic reactions to the impurities and that your body feels good and comfortable nothing nothing's being damaged and you you can feel that if something is is being damaged there in most cases and then you can ramp up higher anything else about 5mm mult um i am really excited to get feedback from you guys if some of you are going to try it uh come post your trip reports we're going to start a mega thread for five mil mult trip reports on actualize.org the forum come to the forum post your trip reports i'm interested in gathering data about your experiences i want to know how profound they were or how much of a dud they were any bad trips you've had uh how it compares to other psychedelics you've taken this is this is basically the beginnings of scientific research that's being done on this substance and in the future some scientists might actually look at that mega thread and use some of those stories and trip reports to base their research upon in the future and in the future the potential of this substance is to transform mankind awaken mankind maybe this substance can be used for healing the way that mdma is used for example for healing ptsd or for uh helping people in in depression healing depression anxiety other things like that i definitely see huge therapeutic potential for this substance the love the profound love that you experience on this substance can have powerful therapeutic effects and the the the capacity to introspect into your own psyche and to to observe your own ego from sort of an outside perspective all of this can be very powerful for dissolving dysfunctional psychological tendencies that you might have but the research on that of course is still decades away all right so that's that uh if you're going to try this substance again be very careful and understand the risks that you're taking on when you do that for me personally i have not felt that this substance is toxic or damaging to my body uh it feels rather pleasant and um for me i don't feel like it's it's that dangerous there are other psychedelics that i've tried that that feel way more dangerous and toxic than five a meal malt but then again i'm very careful and responsible about how to use these substances and i'm me i'm not you so i can't tell you how this is going to affect you that's something you'd have to figure out for yourself nobody can tell you all right so that's five of you malt now as far as the announcement about actualize.org going forward so it's become clear to me that i'm really dissatisfied with the way that mainstream teachers talk about non-duality god love awakening enlightenment all of these things i'm really dissatisfied the more the more i understand what god is the more dissatisfied i become with the way that mainstream teachers teach these things the more dissatisfied i become with with methods like meditation yoga and so forth and while i'm not saying that there's no value there at all there's still value there and i'm not saying you should stop doing your yoga or your meditation but going forward what i'm going to be leaning on is psychedelic awakening i've done a lot of introspection and what i've come to is that for me the things that i like to teach the very deep existential insights into the nature of self other love god truth consciousness existence science and all these sorts of things to really understand what i'm talking about the bottom line is that you have to use psychedelics and if you're not using psychedelics you're simply wasting time that's just the truth of it you're wasting a lot of time i spend so much time on the forum and in the comments sections and even when i do interviews or podcasts with other folk trying to explain my world view and trying to explain how how god works how awakening works how love works we spend so much time discussing in circles all of these these topics and people just repeatedly ask like leo is solipsism true tell me or leo what about how can everything be love tell me explain it to me or leah what about god you know does god work this way or that way what about the afterlife is there is there an afterlife or not what about death leo what is death explain that to me and i've explained all these things in prior episodes the problem is is that i can explain these things to you for hours and hours and hours for years and you still won't have a [ __ ] clue what i'm talking about that's the problem and i really don't like that so going forward i'm going to be leaning more on psychedelics as a teaching tool to me it's a teaching tool this is the most direct way that i've discovered and i've tried different ways all sorts of different ways to access these insights and to understand what reality is and what i've discovered through my own experience is that psychedelics are the most powerful way to do that they are not the only way you don't have to do them if you don't want to i'm not forcing you to do them but they are the most direct way that i know that exists that's just the bottom line of it you can quibble about how oh leo but but it's it's a shortcut or it's not it's not genuine because you know if you were genuine about it you would just meditate all day and like this sort of stuff you can make these sorts of arguments but the but the bottom line is that these these arguments simply aren't factually correct they're not factually correct the majority of mankind is not going to be able to understand the things that i teach without psychedelics that's just a fact there are some exceptionally gifted spiritually talented people who do exist but these people they don't really need my help explaining very much because these people are already talented in what they're doing in their meditation and spiritual practices they could even have spontaneous awakenings and so forth and for them it's easy this work is very easy but but that that's a i would say that's one percent of the population the other 99 are not going to understand and in fact it's a deep disservice to those other 99 percent when those one percent pretend as though the other 99 percent are going to access the deepest understandings through some simple meditation practice or some simple self-inquiry practice it's simply not going to happen and so if you've been following that idea that oh i just i'm just going to meditate for 30 or 60 minutes a day i'm going to do a little self-inquiry here and there and i'm going to i'm going to reach god i'm here to tell you that you're fooling yourself you're not going to reach god that way chances are you're not it's more true to say that you're not than it is to say that you are those people who say oh well leo sure they can sure they can less than one percent can the other 99 can't which means it's actually more true to say that they can't than that they can if one percent can that's almost as though nobody can the problem is that you're in denial about it and your teachers and your gurus are not being honest with you they are misleading you so what i'm concerned about is i don't want you the average spiritual seeker to waste 10 or 20 years of your life pursuing god and 10 20 years from now you still don't have a clue what god is to me this is a ridiculous failure on behalf of teachers why waste all of that time all of that mental energy why rack your mind trying to understand these things when you can take a psychedelic like five a meal malt and within 15 to 30 minutes you will understand directly you don't need a book you don't need a guru you don't need a teacher you don't even need leo you don't even need actualize.org all you need is the psychedelic and careful protocols and a genuine desire to understand and a very open mind now if you don't have the desire you don't have an open mind then it's not going to work if you abuse it it's not going to work but if you use it responsibly carefully deliberately with the right intentions it's gonna work and you're gonna have profound epiphanies that you yourself will understand you couldn't have had any other way this will save you years and decades in your spiritual work now of course whenever i say this people misunderstand and they think that i'm saying that this is the only way you should use the only method the only tool i'm not saying that i still recommend you maintain a meditation practice a yoga practice if you want to do self-inquiry do that if you want to build up your concentration skills and access various various guyanas and and this this kind of stuff by all means practice and do all that but you're not going to use those to get the deepest understanding of god you're just not it's not going to work and in fact you're going to fool yourself very very likely you're going to fool and deceive yourself in following those other paths because the bottom line is that the thing that is preventing you from understanding reality at the deepest levels is simply the inadequate state of consciousness that you're occupying right now the baseline normie state of human consciousness is simply insufficient to understand how all of reality is constructed using god's mind you can't understand that from that state of consciousness and meditation is not going to be sufficient enough to boost your consciousness high enough to understand that now you can use it to boost yourself a bit and that's great but you're not going to get the deepest understanding you're not going to get the holistic under the the most holistic understanding you're not going to be able to really integrate every piece and every facet of everything to get to get the full realization of what god and what love and what existence is and to me that's the greatest shame and so going forward i'm going to lean on psychedelics as a tool more and i don't mean for myself because i don't really even need psychedelics anymore i figured it out um i don't i don't really need them anymore i mean for you for those of you who still haven't figured it out and have a long ways to go for you psychedelics are just the most powerful tool and i have to be honest in telling you that i can't sit up here and lie to you that you'll get there through meditation when you probably won't and now you might say well leo but i don't do anything illegal i don't want to get myself into trouble okay fine but there are ways to do psychedelics that are not illegal you can travel to different countries different cities you can find psychedelics that are even in your area that are not illegal it's going to take more work it's going to cost you something but you know what meditating for 10 years that's a lot of work too that also costs you something going to retreats that cost you something buying book after book after rook that costs you something everything has a cost an energy cost a money cost a time cost at the very least you could travel to south america and do an ayahuasca ceremony you might say oh yeah that's such a pain in the ass it's gonna cost me a thousand dollars for the plane ticket and then maybe another thousand dollars for the retreat that's two thousand dollars and then i'm gonna have to take a week off of work that's a week lost right there and then it's a it's a pain in the ass to fly over there is that even worth it it is if you have a breakthrough into god realization for two thousand dollars that's a bargain that's a bargain and that's not the only way to do it you could find various kinds of retreats and other psychedelics that are available closer to you where you don't even need to travel that far you just have to explore the possibilities do your research so most people have more options than they understand if you're serious about this work and you don't take psychedelics seriously then you're not serious about this work and be careful dabbling in psychedelics thinking that just by doing a couple of trips now you understand how it all works and that you you've gotten the message and now it's time to hang up the phone no you haven't gotten the message you really haven't gotten the message you haven't understood how deep the rabbit hole goes so keep exploring and going deeper and deeper so so anyways now you understand my position um i know i'm going to get a lot of flack for this people are going to criticize me like oh leo um you're just stuck on psychedelics and blah blah blah i've heard this a million times so i don't i don't give a [ __ ] about that anymore um you're not going to dissuade me from from my position so if you don't like this approach if you don't like the idea of psychedelic awakening if you think awakening is something different than psychedelics if you think awakening isn't possible through psychedelics if you think that awakening um that the real awakening is the meditative one and then the psychedelic awakening is the fake awakening if these are your positions then i don't i don't even want to talk to you i don't care right like you don't understand what you're talking about that's just the bottom line and if that's your position then just unfollow me stop watching me i don't i don't care do your own thing do it your way i'm not telling you how to do your spirituality but i will teach spirituality in a certain specific way and i do have biases and in how i teach these things and so if you don't resonate with my style and if my biases upset you and you think that it's it's dangerous or wrong or bad uh just go do it your way i don't care how you do it right but i do have to teach in a way that is in alignment with the deepest things that i've realized and that i know and in the ways that i feel are going to be most helpful to the majority of people out there and so what i've concluded is that this is the way this is the way we're actually not going to awaken the majority of mankind through any kind of meditative retreats or self-inquiry it's not going to work if that would have worked it would have already happened hundreds of years ago so it's not going to happen that's a dead end uh but we can awaken a lot more of mankind through through the responsible exploration of these incredible substances and then the discovery of even more powerful and more amazing substances in the future because the whole field of psychedelics is still in its infancy and the kind of chemicals that will be discovered 50 years from now 100 years from now and their potential to transform mankind to heal mankind spiritually psychologically physically from addictions and from anxiety and ptsd and from their egoic delusions that potential is enormous but it comes with risks it's not foolproof just like no spiritual technique or path is foolproof so make sure that if you're going to do this you do it carefully and if you're going to do this do not give psychedelics and do not give 5meo malt a bad name that's the most disrespectful thing you can do with my work and the deepest things that i share with you you see i could be charging thousands of dollars to share these insights with you i don't i release them for free i could put up pay walls i don't for the most part i put out some of my best deepest stuff for free because i wanted to percolate through the culture to me that's more important than putting it behind a paywall because for me this is about a larger impact having a larger impact on mankind that cannot be had behind a paywall even though i would personally benefit from putting it behind a paywall so since i'm going out of my way to share these profound insights with you and these methods and techniques that i'm discovering what i expect from you in return as payment is respect for the insights and the techniques don't make a mockery of this work don't abuse this work don't give it a bad name and a bad reputation by doing crazy stupid things that's like me giving you a gift and then you slapping me in the face that's what that is like so don't be that [ __ ] respect the substance respect this work do it carefully do it with love and respect and consciousness and understand that it's not just about you it's also about the reputation and the image of psychedelics as a whole field and also specifically five meal malt that itself will have its own reputation you see and right now we're going to be building that reputation what is that reputation going to be that's going to depend upon you and how you act and how you behave with this substance and if you act irresponsible like a child then don't be surprised when the rest of society cracks down bans this stuff or demonizes it because you're giving them a good reason to demonize it because you're using it like a devil so understand the greater collective responsibility that you have you don't just have a personal responsibility here to not harm yourself obviously you have that responsibility but you also have a responsibility to your family to your friends and to society at large to give this incredible miraculous substance the right image and reputation because there are thousands and millions of people even who could be benefited by five meal malt but they never will be because you and others like you have abused this like devils use it to do stupid things like running around naked on the streets yelling like a madman or using it in other kinds of dangerous ways where you hurt harm yourself or harm others after a bunch of you have done that then see what you've done the worst thing you've done is that it's not that you've hurt me it's that you've hurt thousands and millions of other potential people who could have benefited from this substance who never will people who are suffering with mental illnesses who could have been cured people who are struggling with their spiritual work and practices people who are stuck in their ego people who are considering suicide people who who have ptsd and other sorts of dysfunctions who could have been cured and healed by this powerful amazing miraculous substance but they never will be because of the devilish ways in which you've acted and now which has resulted in a stigma around this substance so please take both personal and collective responsibility here and this is how we move mankind forward this is how we awaken the world you